Tag: emotional confusion

  • Fuck You

    Fuck you—

    for the silence,

    for the half-truths,

    for making me feel crazy

    for noticing

    what was right in front of me.

    Fuck you

    for acting distant

    while still keeping me close enough

    to hope.

    For every mixed signal

    you dressed up like confusion

    when really

    you just didn’t want

    to let go

    or fully stay.

    And maybe

    that’s what hurts most—

    not that you lied,

    not even that you left—

    but that you let me

    keep believing

    there was something here

    worth fighting for

    while you were already

    halfway gone.

    I replay it sometimes—

    all the moments

    I should’ve walked away,

    all the times

    my gut knew better

    but my heart

    kept overruling it.

    So yeah—

    fuck you.

    Not because I still want you.

    Not because I need revenge.

    But because I deserved honesty,

    and you gave me confusion

    instead.

    And now I’m stuck

    untangling the damage

    from something

    you couldn’t even admit

    was breaking.